Wednesday, July 30, 2008

you're a refuge, somewhere i can go


i'll be waiting oh no matter what you say
cause I've been waiting for days and days and days

A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere.


I do believe it's true,
That there are roads left in both of our shoes.
But if the silence takes you,
Then I hope it takes me too.

TED ~ Kevin Kelly: Predicting the next 5,000 days of the web

Super~Rich tax cheats

American News Project: They hide an estimated $100 billion a year from the IRS, but now the US Senate is turning up the heat on super-rich tax cheats. The man who ratted out some of these tax dodgers now lives in hiding and has a $10 million bounty on his head. This is a story straight out of our new Gilded Age -- one of billionaires, foreign bankers, corruption, secrecy and, of course, greed.

video

helpless

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Sunday, July 27, 2008

won't you come out to play

Dance finger puppets!


I love this shit!

Journey of Man: A Genetic Odyssey

Must see!!!

The Journey of Man is a documentary that talks about our evolution, our recent history, and how we came to be to the way we are today. It looks at the Y chromosome, that's passed down from male to male, and tracks the marker mutations to map our ancestors' journey. It's how we conquered the Earth in just the last 59,000 years.

Fragile



this hurts

To tie it all together is the work of alchemists

predicting

They will try and tear you apart


If you think of all the things that you feel
All the voices in your head that you hear
It's a mystery that we are all still holding on

will you meet me in the dark

Saturday, July 26, 2008

U.S. military's media control debated

Published: July 26, 2008 at 3:04 PM
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BAGHDAD, July 26 (UPI) -- The U.S. military's strict control of photographs from the Iraq war zone is sparking a debate of freedom of speech versus security, experts say.
Only a handful of photographs of dead U.S. soldiers have appeared in any medium since the Iraq war began in 2003, and one photographer who recently published such photos on his Internet Web site has been ostracized by local U.S. military commanders, The New York Times (NYSE:NYT) reported Saturday.

The photographer, Zoriah Miller, and his supporters say the move is a clear-cut case of censorship and reflects a determination by U.S. officials to sanitize a conflict that is overwhelmingly unpopular among the public.

But military officials say Miller provided aid to the country's enemies by giving them visual confirmation of the effectiveness of a June 26 suicide bombing of a city council meeting in Anbar province.

News organizations told the Times that military restrictions, along with the danger and soaring costs in a time of newsroom budget cuts, are diminishing visual coverage of the war.



© 2008 United Press International, Inc. All Rights Reserved.

like a daisy in a lazy eye

Friday, July 25, 2008

life goes on for the lucky ones out here in the zone

Turn me on to phantoms

I follow to the edge of the earth


And fall off

i'll dream i'm safe

stars fill up my eyes

my heavy head

Having problems sleeping again. I think I got 90 minutes. This happens occasionally when my thoughts refuse to rest. I tried to take a nap during the day, but that did not happen. I guess that it is the reality of being unemployed is finally setting in. Did some job searching earlier yesterday and did not find much. I do not know what direction to go. The past few months have not been good to me. I wish that life would just stop. But it keeps on going. Today I will be with my sister Mary as she gets her weekly dose of chemo. I am fighting sleep fearing that i will oversleep and be late picking her up. I am looking forward to this, sounds strange eh? She said that she will treat me to lunch at BeSeTo. We found it about a year ago while visiting Hmart. I have been there twice and loved the variety of flavors that they have for the lunch buffet. This will be her first visit and by the time we get there the buffet will be done. She always talks of how that the Korean food that she had in china was awesome so I need to do some reserch on this subject so I know what to order. I hope that she likes it as much as i do.

Saturday I will spend time with my bipolar buddy Bonnie. Our friendship has been slowly growing and I am liking our bond. We will meet for breakfast, then go to a museum. After that, possibly takes some photos, it is an open book for the most part. I hope that we can make each other happy doing whatever, we both need it. I really enjoy our time and talks a lot.

For Sunday, I have not a clue. Life is random and I really do not like to plan the future.

I heard this song on WTMD just before writing this.
Enjoy!

there is a place in the stars


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thx issy

leave me your stardust

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Healthy Food Can Improve Mental Health

By: Rick Nauert, Ph.D.
Senior News Editor

Reviewed by: John M. Grohol, Psy.D.
on July 10, 2008

Thursday, Jul 10 (Psych Central) -- healthy foodDiet and exercise have long been associated with reducing risk factors for heart disease and cancer.

Emerging research suggests a balanced diet and regular exercise can also protect the brain and ward off mental disorders.

“Food is like a pharmaceutical compound that affects the brain,” said Fernando Gómez-Pinilla, a UCLA professor of neurosurgery and physiological science who has spent years studying the effects of food, exercise and sleep on the brain.

“Diet, exercise and sleep have the potential to alter our brain health and mental function. This raises the exciting possibility that changes in diet are a viable strategy for enhancing cognitive abilities, protecting the brain from damage and counteracting the effects of aging.”

Gómez-Pinilla analyzed more than 160 studies about food’s affect on the brain; the results of his analysis appear in the July issue of the journal Nature Reviews Neuroscience and are available online at www.nature.com/nrn/journal/v9/n7/abs/nrn2421.html.

Omega-3 fatty acids — found in salmon, walnuts and kiwi fruit — provide many benefits, including improving learning and memory and helping to fight against such mental disorders as depression and mood disorders, schizophrenia, and dementia, said Gómez-Pinilla, a member of UCLA’s Brain Research Institute and Brain Injury Research Center.

Synapses in the brain connect neurons and provide critical functions; much learning and memory occurs at the synapses, Gómez-Pinilla said.

“Omega-3 fatty acids support synaptic plasticity and seem to positively affect the expression of several molecules related to learning and memory that are found on synapses,” Gómez-Pinilla said. “Omega-3 fatty acids are essential for normal brain function.

“Dietary deficiency of omega-3 fatty acids in humans has been associated with increased risk of several mental disorders, including attention-deficit disorder, dyslexia, dementia, depression, bipolar disorder and schizophrenia,” he said.

“A deficiency of omega-3 fatty acids in rodents results in impaired learning and memory.”

Children who had increased amounts of omega-3 fatty acids performed better in school, in reading and in spelling and had fewer behavioral problems, he said.

Preliminary results from a study in England show that school performance improved among a group of students receiving omega-3 fatty acids.

In an Australian study, 396 children between the ages 6 and 12 who were given a drink with omega-3 fatty acids and other nutrients (iron, zinc, folic acid and vitamins A, B6, B12 and C) showed higher scores on tests measuring verbal intelligence and learning and memory after six months and one year than a control group of students who did not receive the nutritional drink. This study was also conducted with 394 children in Indonesia.

The results showed higher test scores for boys and girls in Australia, but only for girls in Indonesia.

Getting omega-3 fatty acids from food rather than from capsule supplements can be more beneficial, providing additional nutrients, Gómez-Pinilla said.

Scientists are learning which omega-3 fatty acids seem to be especially important. One is docosahexaenoic acid, or DHA, which is abundant in salmon. DHA, which reduces oxidative stress and enhances synaptic plasticity and learning and memory, is the most abundant omega-3 fatty acid in cell membranes in the brain.

“The brain and the body are deficient in the machinery to make DHA; it has to come through our diet,” said Gómez-Pinilla, who was born and raised in salmon-rich Chile and eats salmon three times a week, along with a balanced diet.

“Omega-3 fatty acids are essential.”

A healthy diet and exercise can also reduce the effect of brain injury and lead to a better recovery, he said.

Recent research also supports the hypothesis that health can be passed down through generations, and a number of innovative studies point to the possibility that the effects of diet on mental health can be transmitted across generations, Gómez-Pinilla said.

A long-term study that included more than 100 years of birth, death, health and genealogical records for 300 Swedish families in an isolated village showed that an individual’s risk for diabetes and early death increased if his or her paternal grandparents grew up in times of food abundance rather than food shortage.

“Evidence indicates that what you eat can affect your grandchildren’s brain molecules and synapses,” Gómez-Pinilla said. “We are trying to find the molecular basis to explain this.”

Controlled meal-skipping or intermittent caloric restriction might provide health benefits, he said.

Excess calories can reduce the flexibility of synapses and increase the vulnerability of cells to damage by causing the formation of free radicals. Moderate caloric restriction could protect the brain by reducing oxidative damage to cellular proteins, lipids and nucleic acids, Gómez-Pinilla said.

The brain is highly susceptible to oxidative damage. Blueberries have been shown to have a strong antioxidant capacity, he noted.

In contrast to the healthy effects of diets that are rich in omega-3 fatty acids, diets high in trans fats and saturated fats adversely affect cognition, studies indicate.

Junk food and fast food negatively affect the brain’s synapses, said Gómez-Pinilla, who eats fast food less often since conducting this research. Brain synapses and several molecules related to learning and memory are adversely affected by unhealthy diets, he said.

Emerging research indicates that the effects of diet on the brain, combined with the effects of exercise and a good night’s sleep, can strengthen synapses and provide other cognitive benefits, he added.

In Okinawa, an island in Japan where people frequently eat fish and exercise, the lifespan is one of the world’s longest, and the population has a very low rate of mental disorders, Gómez-Pinilla noted.

Folic acid is found in various foods, including spinach, orange juice and yeast. Adequate levels of folic acid are essential for brain function, and folate deficiency can lead to neurological disorders such as depression and cognitive impairment.

Folate supplementation, either by itself or in conjunction with other B vitamins, has been shown to be effective in preventing cognitive decline and dementia during aging and enhancing the effects of antidepressants. The results of a recent randomized clinical trial indicate that a three-year folic acid supplementation can help reduce the age-related decline in cognitive function.

In patients with major depression and schizophrenia, levels of a signaling molecule known as brain-derived neurotrophic factor, or BDNF, are reduced. Antidepressants elevate BDNF levels, and most treatments for depression and schizophrenia stimulate BDNF.

Here, too, omega-3 fatty acids are beneficial, as is the curry spice curcumin, which has been shown to reduce memory deficits in animal models of Alzheimer’s disease and brain trauma. BDNF is most abundant in the hippocampus and the hypothalamus — brain areas associated with cognitive and metabolic regulation.

The high consumption of curcumin in India may contribute to the low prevalence of Alzheimer’s disease on the subcontinent.

In humans, a mutation in a BDNF receptor has been linked to obesity and impairments in learning and memory.

“BDNF is reduced in the hippocampus, in various cortical areas and in the serum of patients with schizophrenia,” Gómez-Pinilla said. “BDNF levels are reduced in the plasma of patients with major depression.”

Smaller food portions with the appropriate nutrients seem to be beneficial for the brain’s molecules, such as BDNF, he said.

Gómez-Pinilla showed in 1995 that exercise can have an effect on the brain by elevating levels of BDNF.

He noted that while some people have extremely good genes, most of us are not so lucky and need a balanced diet, regular exercise and a good night’s sleep.

Source: UCLA

The Iraq war debate

a mix 4 u

enjoy!


Mixwit



=]

Auto jobs lost for good?

It's like I told you

Because we separate like ripples on a blank shore

Dance, Dance, Dance, Dance!

Radical Cyclists Take to Freeways to Say Bikes Are Better I f*ckin love it!!!

I f*ckin love it!!!

crimanimal mass 3 from Odog Fanfare Inc. on Vimeo.

From Wired:
For the second time in two months, a bunch of Los Angeles bike advocates calling themselves Crimanimalz took to one of the busiest freeways in the world to make the case that, when your freeways are gridlocked, bikes are better.

About 30 cyclists rode onto the Santa Monica Freeway (I-10) at the height of Friday's rush-hour commute and went east to the San Diego Freeway (I-405), where they rode north to the Santa Monica Boulevard exit, moving easily through traffic. In all, they rode more than two miles.

"There's thousands of cars and you're just flying by," said one of the group, called RichToTheIE, by phone on Wednesday. "It's an amazing feeling."

The renegade rides are a radical off-shoot of the popular - and often controversial - Critical Mass rides held each month in cities around the world as cyclists grow increasingly vocal in asserting their rights to the road and extolling the environmental and societal benefits of ditching your car in favor of a bike.

Such rides are usually limited to downtown areas, but Crimanimalz are taking them to the freeways of Los Angeles to prove that riding a bike is faster than creeping through bumper-to-bumper traffic.

Crimanimalz first appeared around the end of last year after Santa Monica police started coming down hard on the monthly Critical Mass ride.

"The freeway is the last stronghold of the car, so when you've got 30 cyclists flying down the lanes, you feel like General Custer, you feel like the good guys," said Alex Cantarero, another of the group "People look on the bicycle as an anachronism. Now with high gas prices, the car looks like an anachronism."

Crimanimalz has held three Crimanimal Mass rides since April 18, when 15 cyclists rode almost three miles on the Santa Monica and San Diego freeways.

They haven't had much trouble with the California Highway Patrol, who managed to nab two of the cyclists in Friday's rides but let them off with a lecture even though Section 21960(a) of the California Vehicle Code gives police the authority to cite cyclists for riding on highways.

Bay Area cyclists haven't been quite so lucky. They've been busted biking over the Bay Bridge as part of their campaign to get a bike lane added to the span.

The Crimanimalz plan to keep pushing their luck - they're promising more Crimanimal rides. "We want to do a bigger freeway with more riders," said Cantarero.

The rides have garnered mixed reaction from cyclists at the Midnight Ridazz website.

The US has doubled its national debt in one weekend

Hella

Sunday, July 20, 2008

Go on away from here

less~Brain

moving picture

Same old story when I tell you I don't wanna be brainless...
I don't wanna be brainless! (X3)

I was going up the hill when I heard a sound
flying through the rain coming up the ground
than I found myself spinning around...
AGAIN!

Same old story when I tell you I don't wanna be brainless...
I don't wanna be brainless!

I left this town and I went to south
I heard someone calling my name aloud
I guess I've lost something on the way...
BACK AGAIN!

SWING LOW, SWING LOW WIND CARRY ME HOME!

Same old story when I tell you I don't wanna be brainless...
I don't wanna be brainless...
Same old story when I tell you I don't wanna be brainless...
I don't wanna be brainless...
brainless...
brainless...
brainless...

dead from the neck up

You've got a head full of feathers



you got melted to butter

Revolution Never Comes with a Warning



Protests around the World in July 2008 against Bush, War in Iraq, Iran and NWO. Footage from Virginia, San Francisco, Santa Barbara, London, DC, Berkeley, Pittsburg.

how can you say I go about things the wrong way

weapons of mad distortion

Saturday, July 19, 2008

The Costs of War: The Parents’ Agony

The Costs of War: The Parents’ Agony

by Ann Wright

Every day for a parent of a person in the United States military is a long day filled with concern for their daughter or son. Parents of nine US Army soldiers were notified of the deaths of their family members in Afghanistan this week.

July 16 and 17, 2008 have been extraordinarily long days for another group of parents.

In Washington, DC, on July 17, 2008, John and Linda Johnson, the parents of US Army Private First Class (PFC) Lavena Johnson met US Army criminal investigators concerning the classification of the death of their daughter who died three years ago on July 19, 2005 in Balad, Iraq. The Army labeled her death as a suicide despite evidence from materials the Army reluctantly provided to the parents that she was beaten, bitten, sexually assaulted, burned and shot. Despite numerous questions from Dr. Johnson about the Army’s investigation and determination of suicide, the Army stuck to its guns that Lavena Johnson committed suicide. After the briefing, the Johnson’s asked Congressman William Lacy Clay and Congresswoman Diane Watson to request House Oversight and Governmental Reform committee Chairman Henry Waxman to hold hearings that would require production of witnesses who will testify under oath to their knowledge of how Lavena died– an attempt to get information that the Army has so far failed to provide.

On July 16, 2008, at Fort Knox, KY, the Helen and Eric Burmeister, the parents of Private First Class (PFC) James Burmeister, attended the court-martial of their son. After being in three IED explosions in Iraq, upon his unit’s return to Germany, James left his unit and flew to Canada. He stayed in Canada for ten months and while there, in hopes of ending the practice, spoke publicly about “bait and kill” zones used by some military units to entice Iraqis into a zone with interesting objects and then shooting them. James voluntarily returned himself to military control at Fort Knox four months ago. In those four months despite shrapnel still in his body and raging PTSD, James was provided with minimal medical and emotional assistance. He was court-martialed on July 16, 2008 for being absent without leave (AWOL) and was convicted. The prosecution brought up the public statements and interviews Burmeister gave on “bait and kill.” He was sentenced to six months in jail, a loss of pay, reduction to private and a bad-conduct discharge that will deny him medical assistance for physical and emotional wound suffered on active duty. He was taken from the court directly to jail.

On July 16, 2008, in Boise, Idaho, the parents of US Army war resister Private First Class (PFC) Robin Long waited for the news that their son had been deported from Canada and placed in the hands of the US military. Ironically, war-resister Long was handed over to US officials at the Peace Arch on the US-Canadian border, just north of Seattle, Washington. Three years ago, in 2005, Long went to Canada after refusing to serve in Iraq, a war he called an “illegal war of aggression.” A Canadian federal judge on July 15 ordered that Long be deported after she ruled that he failed to provide clear and convincing evidence that he will suffer irreparable harm if he is returned to the United States. Long was taken by Washington State police to a civilian jail to await the arrival of Army military police who will transport him to the military prison at Fort Lewis, Washington. Eventually, he will be returned to his unit in Colorado for probable court-martial. At least 200 other US military personnel are in Canada. Several have requested refugee status but have been denied and risk deportation.

The costs of the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan continue to mount. The lives of hundreds of thousands of Americans and millions of Iraqis and Afghans have been permanently damaged by these wars. Support the families, but end the war.

Retired US Army Reserve Colonel Ann Wright served 29 in the US Army and Army Reserves. She also was a US diplomat and served in Nicaragua, Grenada, Somalia, Uzbekistan, Kyrgyzstan, Sierra Leone, Micronesia and Mongolia. She was on a small team that reopened the US Embassy in Afghanistan in December, 2001. She is the co-author of “Dissent: Voices of Conscience.”

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Monday, July 14, 2008

however i look

Mari Fukuhara - La Lune

Dyeing to Boost Solar Efficiency by 50%

solar dye technologyMIT has perfected a dye technology that could change the solar world as we know it.

The most efficient form of solar technology today is (arguably) extreme concentrated photovoltaics, essentially solar panels placed under a magnifying glass. But the problem with these systems is heat.

Concentrated sunlight can melt silicon solar panels unless you include specialized cooling systems. Cooling technology costs money, and the panels require expensive tracking mechanisms to follow the sun through the day. MIT’s new solar system bypasses the heat and tracking problems all together.

Thin coatings of organic dyes absorb sunlight and redirect favored wavelengths into a pane of glass. The light is aimed and concentrated towards the edge of the pane where small solar panels are located. The concentrated light allows the panels to produce the maximum possible amount of energy all day, every day without cooling systems or complex tracking mechanisms.

solar dye technologyThe idea is not new, but its founders in the 70s could not overcome technical challenges. The technology was abandoned when research funding dried up. Their dyes were unstable, and their optical experise was imperfect. Much of the light captured and concentrated into their glass or plastic was lost before it could reach the solar cells. MIT took tips from laser technology and organic light emitting diodes (OLEDs) to perfect the technology. Their expertise increased the distance light can travel through glass or plastic to reach the solar panels, boosting energy production.

“In addition, the focused light increases the electrical power obtained from each solar cell “by a factor of over 40.”" According to Marc A Baldo, an associate professor at MIT who helped lead the project. For more technical details, you may need an AAAS membership to read the Science article.
Three Reasons Why This Could Rock the Solar World:

1) It’s Easy: The technology is neither complex or difficult to manufacture. All you need is a window frame laced with solar panels and an ordinary pane of glass or plastic. Apply the proper ratios of organic dyes and you’re ready to go. The finished product looks like smoked glass and could be used on rooftops or solar farms. Future improvements could bring them to ordinary windows. Hopefully it will be competitive in price with other solar technologies.

2) Upgrade Existing Solar: This technology can be applied to existing photovoltaic panels to boost their efficiency by as much as 50% with minimal additional cost. Upgrading existing solar panels will not only boost their energy output, but shift their cost/energy ratios. That means that even older, more expensive solar installations could become more competitive with non-renewable energy sources.

3) It’s Coming Soon: MIT claims this technology could be ready for commerical production within three years. A company has already been founded to capitalize on the technology, and it won two prizes at MIT’s Enterpreneurship Competition, totaling $30,000. They will also seek more investment over the next few months. Keep your eyes peeled for Covalent Solar.

But nothing is certain. Like any new technology, this one has its challenges ahead. The dyes, for example, have a demonstrated lifespan of ten years, but most solar panels come with twenty or twenty-five year warranties. Covalent Solar must also run the gamut of any fledgling business to bring their product to market. With so many improving and emerging solar technologies, they will face a lot of competition.

What makes this technology different is its implications for existing solar installations and expansion into new spaces. A window that helps power a building could become a powerful tool towards super-efficient or power-producing structures. The potential for low cost, high efficiency solar technologies has never been greater.

Written by Michelle Bennett
Published on July 14th, 2008

Net Neutrality Open Source Documentary


Save the Internet | Rock the Vote

anything is possible

Best movie ever!!!

I relate to this movie on so many levels.
Neo is my ultimate hero!!!

=D

But without me

you're only you

via videosift.com
(you're only you)

Sunday, July 13, 2008

See the patterns



go there now!

can you feel light

it's in the can

Multifocal Therapy Needed for Bipolar

Multifocal Therapy Needed for Bipolar

By: Rick Nauert, Ph.D.
Senior News Editor

Reviewed by: John M. Grohol, Psy.D.
on June 17, 2008


Friday, Jun 13 (Psych Central) -- pillsA recent statement by Australian psychiatrists caution that individuals with bipolar disorder need mood stabilizing medication in addition to antidepressants.

Psychiatrists have cautioned against the use of antidepressants alone in people with bipolar disorders, saying they could worsen a patient’s condition by causing a destabilization in mood.

Dr Ajeet Singh and Professor Michael Berk, consultant psychiatrists from the University of Melbourne, state in the current edition of Australian Prescriber that the goal of treatment in bipolar disorder is to stabilize mood, and antidepressants may defeat this purpose if they are not taken with other drugs.

“Patients may need an antidepressant, but this must be taken with a mood-stabilizing drug.

Antidepressants place patients at risk of switching to elevated phases of the disorder and rapid cycling patterns,” they say in the article.

Patients should not simply be left on antidepressants long term without review, say the authors, as there is no good evidence of efficacy in the maintenance phase. If symptoms of elevated mood emerge, the patient should have their dose of the antidepressant reduced or stopped.

Dr Singh says that health professionals should consider the diagnosis of bipolar disorder in patients with treatment-resistant or recurrent depression.

The authors also strongly recommend the need for regular review, education, self-monitoring of mood, mood diaries and social-rhythm training to assist with better long-term patient outcomes. Educating patients about lifestyle changes and a close dialogue with relatives and carers is also essential, they say.

“Including family and caregivers in the management plan is an important aspect of care. Continuity of care, with good communication and rapport between doctor and patient, is particularly important in fostering compliance with treatment,” the article states.

For the complete article visit the Australian Prescriber website www.australianprescriber.com.

Ha hA Ha hA

Native Americans March For Burial, Green Issues




from NPR

Nation
Native Americans March For Burial, Green Issues

Weekend Edition Sunday, July 13, 2008 · Native Americans held ceremonies on the National Mall in Washington, D.C. this weekend to mark the completion of a five-month walk across the United States. The walkers hope to raise awareness of issues facing Native Americans, from environmental concerns to burial rights.

listen here

time 2 wake ^

whats the story morning glory


chickicheck

revebirating

glass sealed and pretty

>~<

We are on the wind



thx miri!

Thursday, July 10, 2008

I can't seem to get it through your head


Thanks Azi for turning me on to this.
You ROCK!!!

=]

like strawberries & cream

I heard before

Go Back to School!!!

all mixed up in the wash


My daydream seems as one inside of you
Though it seems hard to reach through this life
Your blue and hopeless life

My daydream screams bitter 'til the end
The love i share -true- selfish to the heart
My heart, my sacred heart

My daydream dream
My daydream
My daydream dream
My daydream

Strung out until ripped apart

WINGED DEMONS ARE THE HARDEST TO OUTFOX

Ernest Madu: Bringing world-class health care to the poorest

anger is an energy

kick your head in

Darling use me


How'd you get your teeth so pearly?
Dew-drop dentures
White-washed faces
She runs from the third world, pearly

Vanilla (feel it crawl to me)
Milkshakes (crawl back again)
From Hard Rock (whatever you say)
Cafes (it won't go away)
That's where (I feel it crawl to me)
She got her (crawls back again)
Sweet tooth (it won't go away)
For white boys (whatever you say)
She runs from the third world, pearly

Hurts me
Darling use me
Darling use me
Darling use me

don't know about you


but i am un chien andalusia

Please take your time I'm not in any rush

i always thought that you go far

you got an f!

i was happy by myself

VW Golf MK4 HGP TwinTurbo vs. BMW Z4

to get to you


Crept in your room

it happens all the time

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

Squash his head

Murdered on the interstate

Disconnect me if you can

::Shadow::



Muted colors before my eyes
Dull and lifeless a shadow life
My moon has left me
And my stars don't shine
In endless pain I spend my time
A shadow world is where I stay
A whisper of what used to be bright and gay
The sun has left me
The clouds have formed
In endless rain I am reborn
A wraith to this life
So close to my death
Just one final kiss
Till I take my last breath





©07.03.08
Bonnie Jean Higgins/All Rights Reserved

Content © Dreamscape Poetry
photography by <^> ?™
thank you Bonnie

Stagflation on the horizon

you know

ono soul

flying like a cement kite

race

if you work too hard you can sweat


always the sun

won't some one help me

uFo

tHx

reconize

Monday, July 07, 2008

abandoned


Walk in silence,Dont walk away, in silence.See the danger,Always danger,Endless talking,Life rebuilding,Dont walk away.Walk in silence,Dont turn away, in silence.Your confusion,My illusion,Worn like a mask of self-hate,Confronts and then dies.Dont walk away.People like you find it easy,Naked to see,Walking on air.Hunting by the rivers,Through the streets,Every corner abandoned too soon,Set down with due care.Dont walk away in silence,Dont walk away.

Taking a Break

sbemail60

sometimes i wonder why i still choose to live.
when will life end.
i can not cope with the issues much longer.
i do not want to wake up when i close my eyes.
sing me to sleep.
i want life to end.
please make it stop.
i will be much happier
do you love me?
then kill me.

i am out of here

listen to life

i have a dream



i missed the first ten minutes.
a beautiful experience to be a part of.
i will never forget this.
it means so much to me.
please share my dream.
together we can be one.
so colorful and care free.
we can do this i know we can.

=]

Operation Homecoming: Road Work

Elevator Music

Sunday, July 06, 2008

¿

the werd of god...


thank you jebus!!!

wake the fuck up america!!!!

and the dragon comes in the night



check it

feels like

it's always the same

I'm running towards nothing

again and again and again..

just like a car crash



you have empty eyes





yes...

Behind those eyes,

I only wonder why,

I wonder why...

Black Science

<@>

broke



escape

Saturday, July 05, 2008

life is wine



take me anywhere



i don't care...

the pulsating rhythmical remedy

Venus set me free!

Oh what a feeling baby, knowledge and brutality
Whose soul you stealing baby, lost your immortality
Another empty conquest, Venus set me free
Oh what a ritual father, father why you leaving me
They've found another martyr, rather it was him than me
They took away his language, then his memory
He said I'm never, never coming back again
Oh what to battle Muslim, what a noble enemy
We have to kill them bastards, then compose an elegy
I thought I saw their leader fallen on his knees
He said I'm never, never coming back again
Oh what an ending baby, promise you'll remember me
I'm not pretending baby, your sweet and wicked treachery
Water all my orchids, save my dynasty
I said I'm never, never coming back again

The Church ~ Roman

It's all wrong It's all right It's all wrong

I am all the days
that you choose to ignore

I'm in the middle of your picture
Lying in the reeds









some things cost more than you realize 陽子

Friday, July 04, 2008

rid of u


feels so good

Close to the Edge




via videosift.com

I. the solid time of change
(anderson/howe)

A seasoned witch could call you from the depths of your disgrace,
And rearrange your liver to the solid mental grace,
And achieve it all with music that came quickly from afar,
Then taste the fruit of man recorded losing all against the hour.
And assessing points to nowhere, leading evry single one.
A dewdrop can exalt us like the music of the sun,
And take away the plain in which we move,
And choose the course youre running.

Down at the edge, round by the corner,
Not right away, not right away.
Close to the edge, down by a river,
Not right away, not right away.

Crossed the line around the changes of the summer,
Reaching out to call the color of the sky.
Passed around a moment clothed in mornings faster than we see.
Getting over all the time I had to worry,
Leaving all the changes far from far behind.
We relieve the tension only to find out the masters name.

Down at the end, round by the corner.
Close to the edge, just by a river.
Seasons will pass you by.
I get up, I get down.
Now that its all over and done,
Now that you find, now that youre whole.

Ii. total mass retain
(anderson/squire)

My eyes convinced, eclipsed with the younger moon attained with love.
It changed as almost strained amidst clear manna from above.
I crucified my hate and held the word within my hand.
Theres you, the time, the logic, or the reasons we dont understand.

Sad courage claimed the victims standing still for all to see,
As armoured movers took approached to overlook the sea.
There since the cord, the license, or the reasons we understood will be.

Down at the edge, close by a river.
Close to the edge, round by the corner.
Close to the end, down by the corner.
Down at the edge, round by the river.

Sudden problems shouldnt take away the startled memory.
All in all, the journey takes you all the way.
As apart from any reality that youve ever seen and known.
Guessing problems only to deceive the mention,
Passing paths that climb halfway into the void.
As we cross from side to side, we hear the total mass retain.

Down at the edge, round by the corner.
Close to the end, down by a river.
Seasons will pass you by.
I get up, I get down.

Iii. I get up, I get down
(anderson/howe)

In her white lace, you could clearly see the lady sadly looking.
Saying that shed take the blame
For the crucifixion of her own domain. I get up,
I get down,
I get up,
I get down.

Two million people barely satisfy.
Two hundred women watch one woman cry, too late.
The eyes of honesty can achieve.
How many millions do we deceive each day?
I get up, I get down.
I get up, I get down.

In charge of who is there in charge of me.
Do I look on blindly and say I see the way?
The truth is written all along the page.
How old will I be before I come of age for you?
I get up, I get down.
I get up, I get down.
I get up, I get down.

Iv. seasons of man
(anderson/howe)

The time between the notes relates the color to the scenes.
A constant vogue of triumphs dislocate man, it seems.
And space between the focus shape ascend knowledge of love.
As song and chance develop time, lost social temprance rules above.
Ah, ah.

Then according to the man who showed his outstretched arm to space,
He turned around and pointed, revealing all the human race.
I shook my head and smiled a whisper, knowing all about the place.
On the hill we viewed the silence of the valley,
Called to witness cycles only of the past.
And we reach all this with movements in between the said remark.

Close to the edge, down by the river.
Down at the end, round by the corner.
Seasons will pass you by,
Now that its all over and done,
Called to the seed, right to the sun.
Now that you find, now that youre whole.
Seasons will pass you by,
I get up, I get down.
I get up, I get down.
I get up, I get down.
I get up.