Friday, July 25, 2008

life goes on for the lucky ones out here in the zone

Turn me on to phantoms

I follow to the edge of the earth

And fall off

i'll dream i'm safe

stars fill up my eyes

my heavy head

Having problems sleeping again. I think I got 90 minutes. This happens occasionally when my thoughts refuse to rest. I tried to take a nap during the day, but that did not happen. I guess that it is the reality of being unemployed is finally setting in. Did some job searching earlier yesterday and did not find much. I do not know what direction to go. The past few months have not been good to me. I wish that life would just stop. But it keeps on going. Today I will be with my sister Mary as she gets her weekly dose of chemo. I am fighting sleep fearing that i will oversleep and be late picking her up. I am looking forward to this, sounds strange eh? She said that she will treat me to lunch at BeSeTo. We found it about a year ago while visiting Hmart. I have been there twice and loved the variety of flavors that they have for the lunch buffet. This will be her first visit and by the time we get there the buffet will be done. She always talks of how that the Korean food that she had in china was awesome so I need to do some reserch on this subject so I know what to order. I hope that she likes it as much as i do.

Saturday I will spend time with my bipolar buddy Bonnie. Our friendship has been slowly growing and I am liking our bond. We will meet for breakfast, then go to a museum. After that, possibly takes some photos, it is an open book for the most part. I hope that we can make each other happy doing whatever, we both need it. I really enjoy our time and talks a lot.

For Sunday, I have not a clue. Life is random and I really do not like to plan the future.

I heard this song on WTMD just before writing this.

there is a place in the stars


thx issy

leave me your stardust